It's been a long time

It's been a long time I didn't sleep before 10 pm;

It's been a long time I found myself lost all my passion towards my study;

It's been a long time I found that friendship is no longer true (well, try used to it, real friendship need some times to gain);

It's been a long time I used to be alone(oh well, you're brave enough to fight loneliness);

It's been a long time I try to laugh harder and harder to overcome the sadness inside my soul;

and it's been a long time I notice that I've nothing at all...

After entering university a year! :(

I ain't to get your attention, I just hope that you can care of me like what I care of you. Yet, I am just hurting myself by hoping that you will. Never mind, I won't put the blame on you; it's my innocence that hurts myself. And now, I will care of the person who DESERVES my caring. :)